Wednesday, November 01, 2006
never knowing

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my maid left today :'(

we went to sentosa yesterday as a farewell celebration sort of.. it was kinda nice sitting on the skylift, the luge, and the 4D magix that was (shit ex 16 bucks), lazing around. Sentosa's getting really manmade, which is kinda distasteful in a sense. i think i was never really close to my maid, but i appreciated her being in our lives. her carefree, jovial and simpleton self, something i really admired about her. i remember how she used to complain her name was such a common one (ok the guessing begins here HA) but what's in a name right? she was really her, really true to herself and that's what's cool.

i realised i've lost the notion of self in that i haven the slightest idea who i am. i'm searching, i hope i realize it soon. there's a constant straying (ms wong and the lit fans would call it detachment) from life. i feel myself drifting off to another dimension, or century ie: the 20th. i should stop adopting the whatever attitude. bad bad bad.

ANYWAY I'VE STARTED LIKING A NEW SONNNNNNNNNNNNNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better of me
Sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down
I say its all because of you
And here I go
Losing my control
I'm practicing your name
So I can say it to your face
It doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth
Indeed its time
Tell you why
I say its infinitely true
fuckthisshitseriously
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten every afternoon

Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you

Its all because of you
Its all because of you

The BLOODYYroseat6:20 AM
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