Thursday, November 15, 2007
hey world, lost my phone. no, wait,
euphemism, my phone went on a holiday. to the person who stole my phone, we know who you are, please return it.
anyway, not prepared to start ranting on the
theme of conscience, integrity and what not, gonna rant on how pissed i am with myself, for being so friggin UNPREPARED for history. should have saw it coming, should have started studying, long long time ago - allusion,
no, illusion.
ok rant, don't read.
anyways, before entering the exam hall, i felt as though i was gonna meet my doom. like, really really really. GAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so many should haves, could haves, omg why why why why why whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy didn't i study for 1. Kashmir 2. studied the correct topic for int'l history 3. and maybe korean war. ok keeping this short, there goes the possibility of an A for history. yea, damn regret. study local. local is good. yea rightlearning points:- consistency- make sure your weakest area is your strongest- and your stronger area stronger- be continuously motivated- learn beyond what your teacher teaches- make sure there's a solid understanding of the subject, even if you are not fond of it. for econs:- case study 2 was a flop. shd make sure you expose yourself to a wide range of topics. skill based exams ensure skills are there. if not, acquire thru practice and consultations, ha. (anyway on a side note, i find myself weak in skill based topics, maybe cos i cant follow the rules)- read the question, make sure it is answered- be prepared la, what can i say? be prepared. for lit:- get into the correct mode-should practice one or two questions in the days before the exam. ie: poems! omg i did not write a poem essay even in the week b4 e examsim kinda sick of myself. so... disorganized, sloppy, persistent surplus unreadiness. i just wanna change every possible thing. im tired of being so substandard, of not performing my best. you know the irony? the irony is that im most confident for math, which is my weakest subject. well, i guess there's more to life, ya benefit of hindsight wdv, but i just hope i'll put in my best for wdv i undertake, at least i won't regret so much, esp for history. meanwhile, this is such an 'I' centered post. history is history, and i miss you econs, i like econs. econs econs econs econs econs econs. econs. a levels. learning. econs. balance. econs. i wish regret and i never met.
The BLOODYYroseat3:08 AM
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